“I Reminisce about My Ghetto Princess Everyday…”
written by K. Billy
written by K. Billy
Love…it’s trials and it’s tribulations have been at the center of my life as of late. You may know what it feels like, but unless you’re in it, IN it, the true significance escapes you; the affect that a person, singular, can have on your psyche. Expressing this in normal conversation is difficult enough; The Lost Boys had their own way.
21 words said it all: “A ghetto love is the law that we live by/day by day I wonder why my shorty had to die…” It’s clear from those first bars, there was a quality about this song that brought it closer to you. Like Meth and Mary’s tribute to Marvin and Tammi on “You’re All I Need,” “Renee” makes an impact on the heart. Mr. Cheeks, an underrated writer, expertly weaves a visual tapestry with his words, making real for us the love he felt for his “ghetto princess.” You could almost be walking behind him, watching his fateful meeting with Renee taking place as he leaves John Jay College. The conversation begins and they connect over their differences in smoking techniques. Classic.
This song was made in the murky era of mid-1990’s hip-hop when the genre was making it’s transition ever more slowly into the more materialistic and superficial commercial product we see today. But, the boys from South Jamaica, Queens retain the lyricism of their predecessors and craft a joint that is at the same time real and surreal. I can only hope very few of you readers have experienced the loss of love, let alone the lost life of a love. Whether Mr. Cheeks is talking about himself or building a story from scratch, all I can think about is: “Ayo, I never been in love/but every time I’m burstin' in and out of state it’s shorty that I’m thinkin’ of…”
You’d be a little hard pressed to find a song recently that displays this kind of simple declaration of a man’s love for a woman. Similes and metaphors are nice, but sometimes, you just want someone to say it, no confusion, and no room for misinterpretation. Even if they forego the “Lupe Fiasco” approach, the content rarely gets more intimate than describing the different positions and places they’ve blessed. Again, cool, but not all the time. The album this song was featured on happened to be a good one, with “Jeeps, Lex Coupe, Bimaz and Benz” and “Music Makes Me High” being the other highlights on it, so “Renee” only helped to bolster its reputation. Still, it remains one song I can play if I need to remind myself how it feels to love a woman…
**A.M., this was for you. Thank you.
5 comments:
I'm reading this on the train on my way to work and I am feeling a way now. Damn u K. Billy!!! Damn u! We all know what its like to really feel for someone (and if you dont revisit this post when u do). Renew was so simple and realistic that u had to love it. Then they did that remix with Mona Lisa and used Janet Jackson's "funny how." it was dope. I'm going through my own internal battle with this crazy thing love so I'm feeling ur post so hardcore right now. You dedicated that post to AM. My comment goes out to JLM. It could be so simple.
They don't make em like this anymore...
Especially being from Queens this song definitely hit for me.
"I jumps on the Van Wyck, I gotta make it there quick..."
K, I know i say this like every three weeks, but you outdid yourself... again. (lol)
"K. Billy, can't see it coming down his eyes, so he gotta make the post cry."
This is why I can't get enough of this thing yall call PTM.... Here are some mature men, who love hip hop, who are confident enough in their swag to share a piece on a song about LOVE.... MUCH RESPECT....
OMG!!! Sooo... I have this on a mixed cd... the version with Mona Lisa singing on the track... the LONGER verson. And it broughtback mad memories. It did it for me. so did this pose.
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